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Saturday, September 17, 2005

yesterday sucks please. first, i had my mense. second, my stomach hurts like mad. third, limpy is trying to find fault with me even when i am not talking. fourth, i was so bloody tired. and it goes on and on. so, i cried again yesterday. no one understands. who will? i really hate it.

jaime came over today. saw kathy and christi at the study room. talk about coincidence. haha. saw my tutor there too. so its the second time i am seeing him in a day? lol. so sat with him cause apparently, there's no more tables available. so did some maths. it wasn't all that productive for me cause i didn't practise any amaths? but talked to jaime. it wasn't deep talk. just casual talk. thought about funny moments. feeling nostalgic. all those sec 1 memories just came back. especially the one when ang ku kueh always um chio after scolding someone. lol. i would give anything to have sec 1 life back. and more so, anything to have the 4 of us back. sigh. time fly by so quickly. eoy is drawing nearer and i'm still not in the mood to study. please wake up man. and i seem to have become more pessimistic? i hope not. things are not going right at the moment. i just hope everything will be alright soon cause my mood is really affected. i just can't stand everything around me and about me. okay, whatever. bye.



why am i feeling this way? i can't let this get into my head.